I really miss u );

"Hye! Its me. Eza. Tanx f0e da k0ala. Cute! 

Sme as pyn pnya jga. I wan da dffrnt one. Usee! Juz j0ke. 
Hehe. N tanx f0e da wish luck t0o. I h0pe cn tke picha 0s0 wif u at 1001 nite tue, 

tp msa xmgizinkn. If u wan st0ry wif me, bule pla. Y x dtg d0rm. But its t0o l8 da kn. S0kay, if mw, we cn txt o chat t. K?"

22-Nov-2011

12:00:33 p.m.

#100% copypaste. 1st msg from Ka Eza. 
Fyi, i nvr delete it. But the reason i copied it the exact msg, is tht maybe 1 day i'll dlete it. Who knows, rite?? 

 I respect my senior ne. Sgt2.. but it seems like we won't be frens anymore. She never replied my texts. Not even a single one. I know tht she's trying to forget all her memories wif bro. All things tht related to bro. But why me? U've blocked my fb. Ta sngka pla kaka tlmpau mrh smpai men block2 urg. Sorry sgt3 if I ever hurt ur feelings. Really, i didn't mean it. Ta sngja bha. And honestly, i dont know why.. i miss ur jolly txts. U said i can txt or chat wif u. But why u nvr replied my txt? And how can i chat wif u when its clear tht u blocked me. Huhuhu. Sad.. coz u're truly a great senior. Sgt baik. Tida pnah pn mind kslhn jr. Sa slalu kagum ma kaka coz full pckage. Athletic, smart.. and pretty! Every gurl's dreams :) i juz wanna say.. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THT I'VE DONE WRONG :( pls forgive me.. But if kaka x dpt maafkn sa, it's okay. i totally undrstnd ('; Thnx for being a nice senior slma ne. i really apprciate it ^^ k lha. tht's enuff for today. I feel calmer and lighter now :) Byeeee ! 

 P/s ; Hepy Eid Mubarak, dear bloggy & fellow readers :) 

What a Confession! :(

 Heyy! Wanna know something?? You know my lil eyann, rite? Yeahh. I ody showed u. Well, he made a huge confession. Yesss. I do love him. But as a lil bro! not moreeee for goodness sake! Im quite irritated by his confession though I act like im totally okay wif tht. Hmphh.. He said he was jelous at the moment he knew im wif Myams. So, he made an express decision to stop being my lil :: 21-Aug-2012, 12.32 p.m. :: Well.. im okay wif tht. And his excuse really shocking me. Like.. wht derrrrr ne budk ==’ mad ka apa. Then by 18.45 p.m. on the same day, he wanted to be my Lil back. And I was like.. HAHAHAHAHAHA xD pndai pn mncari blk. But my feelings towards him is diff now. Not like bfore coz I really treated him like my REAL lil bro tw. Now tht I know his feelings towards me, im quite disgusted .. Sorry to say, Lil. But u made me feel diz way :P I’ll try to forget about it lha k? Hehehehe. K lha. Wanna stop blogging jap. Hot ody my lappy ne. Lol. 

Tatatatatatataaaaa :D XOXO 

Doa Mengubah Segala Sesuatu.. :)

 You are the Way, the Truth and the Life  

SAAT KEADAAN SEK’LILINGKU

ADA DI LUAR KEMAMPUANKU

KU BERDIAM DIRI MENCARI-MU

DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

SAAT KENYATAAN DI DEPANKU

MENGECEWAKAN PERASAANKU

KU MENUTUP MATA MEMANDANG-MU

S’BAB DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

DOA ORANG BENAR BILA DIDOAKAN, DENGAN YAKIN, BESAR KUASANYA

DAN TIAP DOA YANG LAHIR DARI IMAN BERKUASA MENYELAMATKAN

S’PERTI MATA AIR DI TANGAN-MU

MENGALIR KE MANAPUN KAU MAU

TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL DI MATA-MU

DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

GOD BLESS <3 AMEN 

 Me vs Lil Eyann >.< 

 Heyy, bloggie~ Long time no write2, rite? Hahaha. Weird much.. Ohh, yeah. I would luv to present to you my beloved Lil bro :) Fyi, ne budk sgt lha MANJA! Shocking, rite? Me oso. Hahaha. But I like the way he treats me. As if he respect me as her big sister. Really! He’s such an angel.. caring Lil bro. For me lha. Though he’s a notty boy. Tht I know :P Honestly. Before we bcame siblings, he’s very2 really2 truly2 ANNOYING! I admit, okay? Sorry deq :) but u know wht? Above all tht, im glad to take him as my lil bro. And i enjoy being his sister. Just luv him so much.. Wanna know why? Coz he’s my one & only lil bro tw. I don’t hve any.. I really2 want one! But wht can I do, rite? Hmph.. One day, I know tht we’ll hve a great time together. Where we enjoy & appreciate our times together.. I really hope tht moment would come sooner or later :) before I end my high school life.. Sounds creepy + sad.. Hahaha :D okay. Thts enuf for now. Just wanna show u my Notty Lil ne :) Oritee. Tatatatataaaaa ^_________^y 

Musixx = Life !

 Music is my BESTfriend :) 

 Express feelings by listening to musixx? Thts me. Layan lagu ikut mode. Hahaha. If im in serenade mode, lgu jiwang lhaa d dgr. If frustrated, A7x lha yg d carii. True diz! Kekeke. Can't live without music. 

 i would say the same thing to ppl diz species. Lol xD 

Honestly, i really miss Jason & Ravel playing guitar in the claz..I enjoy listening their tune. Nvr once i imagine they'll switch school. When they both gone, our class felt empty. Less craziness. Boredness overwhelmed..Huhuuu. Felt hell. Miss them both..esp Jason. My ex..tht always sotttt. Lol. Miss him ;( .. He nvr shows sadness depan sa. But many told me tht he actly frust wif my decision;- to break. Almost every nite, he would play guitar. To release tension. Jiwangg.. Haha. Felt guilty lha jgaaa. But its okay for me. Atleast we're still friends & nvr still contactinggg :) and i'll make sure i won't forget diz date; 12.11.11 - 13.03.12 ~ Although ta lamaa. Hahahahaaa ..

 Hujan Kemarin - Taxi Band :)

Bro obsessed wif this song. Sgtttt. It's really meaningful to him. He told me tht it reminds him of someone..I bet they must had a sweet love story dluuu, rite? Tht's why he loves this song so muchhhh. And i can tell tht bro is a romantic kinda guy. He sure is..maybe the quote; The hottest love has the coldest ends is trueee. Saddd :( He told me tht he was tired & afraid to love again..Don't wnt the past to repeat. But i hope..i reliii do hope tht he will find someone spcial there. A right girl..tht understand him..tht can put back a sincere smile on his face :) Sooner or later. And i hope they'll last longggg. He's my bro & i love him dearly. I wish all the best of him...Gbu~ 

TO BE CONTINUED...

Sys & Bro Moment ~

 Me & dearest Bro :)

Waaaaaaaa... Atlast, i manage to meet my bro before his flight on the next day. Tida kempunan jga. Hehe :D in diz pic, we're sitting in a car. Dont know pla sepa pnya. Bro bilg dy pnya kunuu. Hahaha. I really2 miss tht moment. He drive & show me around. 1st tyme rsa bro drive. Felt save though ada anjing limpas & bro have to break suddenly. LOL xP paling sa malu laaa. Bro nmpak wht's on my hand. 3 letters scar. LNX. Damn shocked when bro suddenly ask me whts on my hand. And wht is LNX means. Kuyakk genk. Speechless waa sa. Pastu majal lgy bro mw tinguu. Sa letak blkg jaa tuh tgn. Sa pun tida tw cmna sa bule2 lupa mw cover. Pdhal brabes waa sa ingt pagi tuh. Sotttt eh. Kejap jaa kmi hang out. Sa ingt tuh r bro halau sa kuar. Tp sa nemawuuu. Majal ne stay dlm keta. Trying to be annoying laa ne knun. Cari psl ma bro. Yep. Jo mmg annoying. To be honest laa. Hahaha :D em. Lbih kurang 15 min lha sa memajal. Bro kc 5 min. Mw nda mw, mesti kuar. Bro da kenduri kn tht nite. Sebak actly. Tht time lha.. Kuar sejaa dr keta, don't wnt to look back. Tida mw tingu bro. Mw nanges suda. Bkn pa. Kin maluu jga tuh. Dont like ppl seeing me WEAK. Sobsobbb :'( i'll cherish tht precious moment. Although sekejap, but i really2 apprciate tht time. Wehhhhh.. I miss him! Baru brp hari dy d senaa. Suda sa rinduu. Im worried bout him. SANGAT. Pa nda. Blk2 merungut stress. Cm budak2. Looks matured. But still kiddy. Tp sa ska! Bestttt pa. Crazy gituuu :D KANGEN DEHHH.. Tp pa bole bwt kn. Diam2 sejaa lha. T oke jga tuh. Tbesa jga nanti. Heyy, Bro! Yeahh, you. Be strong there. Dont think too much [-] things. Homesick? Besa lha tuh. Still early maaa. When u fall, get up & try not to fall again. Hahaha.. JK. Life's hard. But u can make it simple & easy. Bro yg Jo knal bkn cm neee. U're da BEST bro i ever had. Bro serba bule. Wlaupun bro ta rsa gituuu. Kc yakin sejaa. Cuz me myself yakin bro bole bwt yg trbaik in ur life :) Tc sna. Jan lupa solat. Study hard. Oke lha. Enuf for today. This evening mw jln suda p Papar. Byebyee. Later i write2 in u again. Tatatatataaaa~ :D

PASSED MEMORY

17NOV12 | 1155pm | SAT 

Best of Luck !

Heyyy. 5 more days till holiday.. and im so thrilled! But sad pn da jga.

Wanna know why? Well, fyi diz Sat my bro flight ody. Saddd :| 

suda lha kmi lma ta jmpa facetoface. Bro said its my fault! Eyaaa meh? 

But when i think bck .. Bule lha, my fault. But me myself dont know wht's my fault o.O nvr mind. Just forget it. Hm. I still cant believe he's goin to U ody. He's a grown up now. I can only pray & wished da best for him.. Hoping he'll end up success. Amen :) Byee bro~ Tc there. Start ur EVERYDAYs wif Bismillah.. and mind ur attitude. Jan jajal2. Haha. SURELY, not "may".. God always bless u my dearest beloved bro.. :')