Those darn flashbacks..

Olaaaa :) hm today is Valentines Day. And I'm celebrating it with.. *drum roll* JENG JENG JENGGGG.. No one!!! Yayyy me~ Forever alone haha. Alaaa if I have someone pun, still I won't celebrate it anyway. Its awkward. And weird. Idk why. Maybe it's because I never celebrate it with the right guy :') hahaha. Hm. I'm chatting with Aqeef now :) I like him soooooo much! He's a sweet guy! He's adorable, he's funny, he's romantic.. In a clear statement, he's a dream boyfriend :) But unfortunately, we don't share the same religion. That's the most important thing tau for me to look forward for a long-term relationship. It's not that I don't like Muslim. But I'm that kind of girl who takes relationship very seriously. You know what I mean right? I always looking forward to have future together. Yeah it's really lame, I know. And I know a lot of guys hate that kinda girl. They'd be like "What the hell is wrong with this freakin' gurlllll?!" Hahahaha almost like that laa. But it's common apa. Girls always imagine to have future with their beloved one. According to their man's attitude laa. If rasa okay, there's a chance to have a bright future together. Happy family lalalaaaa hahaha like that laa. Lama dah saya x rasa camtu. Well hello? Earth to Joanna, of course laa, its been em.. 11 months I've been single. What the! Almost a year hahaha. Seriously dude, didn't realize it till now. I never count it haha. Funny. How time flies fast. And I didn't feel lonely pun. I'm not desperate to get into a relationship. I AM PICKY you knowww. I'm not that kinda girl who desperately jumps into a relationship with someone who I just met. Or someone who I knew from a friend that I never meet face to face. Really! What is it with those type of girls? Especially those who cannot stand to be single. Excuse me, I've been single for 11 months and I'm still breathing --" No offense but I got a friend that's just like that. But I won't mention her name laa cause I love her. To bits! Although sometimes I feel pity with her. She always got into an unhealthy relationship. Like, really unhealthy! She numerously has relationship with those jerks who just wanted her body. After got what they want, the dumped her. Like the saying that goes "habis madu, sepah dibuang". Soooooo cruel. Those guys don't have real balls. Pardon my inappropriate language. Let me share something private. I've been in 7 relationships. Almost all of em are Muslims. 6/7 to be exact. 3/7 are those JERKS. Hubungan belum sampai sebulan sudah minta lebih. Pathetic. They obviously got the wrong girl. Ingat virginity bole kasi balik ka? Kalau banyak berjual di mana-mana pasar raya like Giant, Bestmart, Servay, Tesco or other shopping malls lama sudah saya pajak banyak-banyak. Ishh mun mau melepas nafsu bagus pergi langgan prostitutes sejaa. Nah kn geram sudah saya haha. Hm tukar tajuk. Major my EX-es were not my type. I don't really have a type but, You know what I mean right? Tapi saya perasaan sayang tu memang ada laaa. No matter la tahap "sangat" or "sangat sangat sangat" haha. But I don't know why.. Out of all the relationships I had, there's only one guy that I really really REALLY love. But he's not mine. We were not in a "boyfriend-girlfriend" title. I love him for his personality. Then everything about him seemed beautiful in my eyes.. Thats probably the most appropriate way to be in love with someone I think. To be honest, I never thought I would fall for him. Its way out of my expectations. I fell in love with him slowly. It took times. Not like the sudden feelings I had with the other EX-es. And thats why for me to forget him really took a very long time. Until now, deep in my heart, I know those feelings for him still remains there somewhere.. I just don't wanna look for it anymore. Bikin sakit hati jaa. Ughhh. Atukuiiii I wrote too much haha. Jiwang karat yawww! K laa I'm super duper sleepy now. Wanna sleep already. Tatatataaaa good night :D God bless :)

Testing testing 1 2 3.. Whoaaa for real! Its been a very long time since I last updated you. Hm. Happy New Year 2014! Hope this year would be a fantastic memorable year for me. This is the year where imma search my true self. My true identity. My true ambition and passion. This will be the year where I just wanna try everything. For eg; going clubbing, getting high, get myself a tattoo, get a piercing on my belly button. I just want to try everything sooooo bad. Its normal right? I mean, I'm just a teenage girl who has just turn 18 last month. Errr starting 12 days ago to be exact haha! Plus, I am a very curious and rebel girl. I admit it. I. Am. Quite. Rebel. But there's something in me that keeps on stopping me from accomplishing my crazy "cravings" haha. But that's good! I know that all those things are so not healthy for me. For my future. I DON'T WANT TO RUIN MY LIFE! Oh yah. And I know there'll be new characters in my life any sooner. Im just hoping God would meet me up with those type of friends who won't let me down, who won't hurt me in any circumstances and won't ever leave me when I need them the most. And I will try to be a better person. A great friend :) I dont really know where the future will take me and which path im going but all I know is God has made me great plans for in life. Though I know there'll be times where I would fall so hard, where I would feel there's no hope for me out there in my real life but the Lord, Jesus Christ my Saviour! Im not wishing bad things to happen to me, but it's just cliche. Every year there will be that hard moments. The sky doesn't always stay blue right? There will be that damn weather like storms but in the end, out comes the rainbow! Like that laa quite a bit hahaha :P we will always get through it for God is always there for us :) Praise the Lord! Halelujah! Thanks Lord, for giving me a great life. Its not that perfect but I know there're people who is less fortunate than me. And for that I am grateful and thankful for what I possess. That's all for today :)

Hellooooooo thereeee! >< Like seriously, long time no story story ohh. Its been a busy year bah. I've no time to update you. So many things going on and i've been longing to tell you. Err.. Which one should i tell first? Ahahhh! Bout this one laa.

1st STORY;
On this very date; 020213. I was in a relationship with a senior (form 5 when i was form 1). Can't mention his name. It was my first time couple with an older guy. I mean.. Way older than me. He's 21 now. And he's really mature. But i kinda liked it :) Why? Cuz.. He has these sporting, funny & crazy attitude that makes me feel comfortable around him. You know, that kinda guy that you can act silly with. Best relationship ever! ^^ But sorry-sorry laa, this relationship i had with him is so vice-versa! Wanna know why? Well, let me story.. He once brought me to Labuan Seasport. At night. Damn i was crazy that time. What was i thinking? I trust ppl too much. Lucky me we didn't do anything stupid that time. Thank God :) but actually that night, he ask me for a kiss. My FIRST KISS! And if i resist, he won't send me back home. Come on laa. Ingat sa ne budak kecil laa mau ugut-ugut camtue? Dude, agak-agak laa. You've asked on the wrong girl. Im so not that type. I may be a sporting & a bit rebellious girl, but im just not like the other girls out there, okay? Im just being open minded. Lagi pun si Jo ne beriman ahh. Good girl ne. Pikir cincai ka? Hahaha :P Eeee.. Baru first date sudah tapujii bawa bawa org buat bnda cmtue. Puh-leeez! =,= He tried to touch my hand but i didn't let him. It took almost 1/2 hr to make him stop persuading. And yeah, im so damn glad i survived that moment. Me & Vera had promised to keep our 1st kiss until we finished high school. And if can, until we got married with the most suitable man :) That would be amazing, right? Tabik spring for myself if i could do that. Hahahaha :D Hm. What else ah? Ohh yaa.

2nd STORY;
I actually fell in love with someone. Someone that i shouldn't fell in love with. Why? Coz he's taken already! Mad ka? And i don't wanna be the 3rd person. That would be suck! And im a girl. I know how his gf would feel if she knows her bf with other girls. If im in her place, i would punch the girl in the face! (..and frankly, that would be me) Hahaha :D silly.. Hm. So i made my decision. I should BACK OFF. Just be friends. Nothing more. That's enough. Okay, Jo? I just don't wanna hurt anybody. Especially his gf. She's a nice girl and i like her.. Although i know i'll hurt myself trying to forget him. Acting like i didn't care about him. In fact, im hurt right now.. And it hurts really bad. This is one of the reasons why I hate falling in love. If i love someone, i love them TOO MUCH. Stupid, right? HA-HA for me. I hope they'll be together forever :) God bless their relationship. Amennn :) Okay laa. The other stories, later later laa i'll tell k. I wanna take my bath first. Byee you, Bloggiee ^^ ILY ~

Favoriteee! :D

Damsel in Distressed ! hahaha :D

OMGeeeeeeee. Mad ody c Jo. Hahaha :P

 I introduce you, The CRUEL me! The cat-eating Jo :P HAHAHA :D no lha. Just joking. Nda juga sa tega mkn ne kucing. Animal lover bha ne. Hehe. Thts my bro nath's kitty :) His companion d Country Height (our house at KK). Lonely knun dy bilg. So he bought diz kitten for only RM10. It's worth it though. Jajal btul ne meoww ohh. But i like. Comellll.. Heee. Wanna know it's name? Bro. Haha. Sott kn c nath? Kehabisan nma kale r. Ta pa. Nice name jga kn? Hehehe :P Heyyy! It's 01:01 in the morning.. And im not sleepy yet! Skill boring bha ne. Lgy pn i ody slept td ptg. Err.. Bole lha lama. Xda pa2 jga kn yg mw d buat. Hahaha. Knunnn.. Tmorow we're goin to my cuzzy's wedding. Hailohhhh! Mls bha. Huhuhu T.T better sa stay ruma. Planning for my own wedding. It would be GRAND. Hahaha :P just joke. No need to be grand bha kn? Atleast you know tht u're marrying the rite person :) Awww. Best lha kawin. I want! Hahaha xD dont2.. Study first.. Got great jobs then u go marry2, k? haha :) Sottt sda ne topic. Oriteee. Im sleepy ody. Wanna go to bed. Naitinaittt.. Ehh. Morninggg. Hahaha. Tataratataaa. God bless :) Surely! Amennnn ~ 

In B.O.R.I.N.G mode

Haloooo dear bloggieeee:) im damn bored ohh. At Papar now. Sda lha line celcom cne gilaa2 POOR. Txting pn susa. Hailohhh :/ Hm. Wht to do ek? Ohh eyaa. Meher eh c Erick tuh. Whtderrr man! Im not ur sis! Nda prnah2 pn sa M.A.U .. Hishhhh. Problem ehh. Hilg stu bro, dpt bro bru. Tp yg ne bari galiii. To be honest, he's nice.. Friendly. I like the way he is. But he hve diz strange feelings. He said if im not his sis, surely he'll ask me out. Wants to hug me lha. Pastue cket2 plan mw jmpa. Like a "date" knunn.Pleaseee lha. Aiyeee.. At 1st im okay wif tht. Always think positive. Tp lma2 makin mnjd2 sda dy. Tapujii kn. hahaha :P #So bad ohh me :D oke lha. Mw mamam dluan. Byee :) ILY soooo muchhhh

"Sad but NOT regret".. :')

Hyee :) IMY darlaaaa >.< so damn much.. Sorry lma ta story. 
I've been facing wif lots of probs. But now im okay :) Oke, now let me talk.. 

Its been.. emm.. entah how many days we didn’t contact each other. And im hoping tht we’ll stay like diz.. coz im starting to forget him. No need to mention his name. ANONYMOUS. But there's still a hint though.

Briefly, our relation went wrong. But not spcl pn. Frankly, its my fault. Err.. I think laa. I suffocated him wif my bullshits. Yes, I admit I over-interrupted his life. Though I knew he’s busy there. To him, Im just an annoying, useless, life suffocating, little twerp tht gives a "pain in the butt". Yes. I knew it. Im sure wif it. Cuz I can feel it.. 

But I didn’t mean to.. U see, I was just trying to be a nice..loving.. and caring lil sys.. I was just trying to protect THE relation. Dont want it to break. Dont want the distance between us to seperate us.. Don’t want it to end by keeping in touch wif him. Wrong ka pla? 

Well, sorry then :( Clearly, my plans didn’t work quite like i wanted. In fact, it went out really WRONG. Know why? Cuz it turn out to be a STUPID plan.. Tht i didnt realize from the beginning. And it ends wif even more PATHETICALLY.. Me, requesting to stop being his lil sys. 

I don’t know why I was damn emosii tht nite. I was EGO. Maybe I was influenced wif wht he had once told me. He said he’s ultra ego. Cruel. Not a good bro. Tht made me hate him moreeee.. 

Then HAHA for me :’) Sndri sedihh. So much for my hepy ending ~ No use of BOO-HOO MOMENT. Yep. I deserve diz, rite? Cant deny, im sad. Sad but not regret :) maybe diz is the best for both of us. Maybe there’s something even more bad will happen if it didn’t end. Everything happens for a reason, rite? Hahaha :D 

To be honest, I didn’t quite remember when it all ends. I mean the date. I forgot.. I just remember when it all started o.O .. #feeling awkward here. Hahaha. But thts a good thing lha. 

Yeahhh~ atlast, Jo manage to take it easy :) Thank God.. im starting a new chapter. I’ll reduce my trust to ppls from 100% to 80%. And I’ll try not to love someone terribly. Excpt my dearest family an U, Jesus :3 Hm. Okayyy.. Enough lha. I talked too much. Hahaha xP Last thing to say ;

Bye MIF. Byee LNX. And goodbyeee.. BRO :’)  

***THE END***

I really miss u );

"Hye! Its me. Eza. Tanx f0e da k0ala. Cute! 

Sme as pyn pnya jga. I wan da dffrnt one. Usee! Juz j0ke. 
Hehe. N tanx f0e da wish luck t0o. I h0pe cn tke picha 0s0 wif u at 1001 nite tue, 

tp msa xmgizinkn. If u wan st0ry wif me, bule pla. Y x dtg d0rm. But its t0o l8 da kn. S0kay, if mw, we cn txt o chat t. K?"

22-Nov-2011

12:00:33 p.m.

#100% copypaste. 1st msg from Ka Eza. 
Fyi, i nvr delete it. But the reason i copied it the exact msg, is tht maybe 1 day i'll dlete it. Who knows, rite?? 

 I respect my senior ne. Sgt2.. but it seems like we won't be frens anymore. She never replied my texts. Not even a single one. I know tht she's trying to forget all her memories wif bro. All things tht related to bro. But why me? U've blocked my fb. Ta sngka pla kaka tlmpau mrh smpai men block2 urg. Sorry sgt3 if I ever hurt ur feelings. Really, i didn't mean it. Ta sngja bha. And honestly, i dont know why.. i miss ur jolly txts. U said i can txt or chat wif u. But why u nvr replied my txt? And how can i chat wif u when its clear tht u blocked me. Huhuhu. Sad.. coz u're truly a great senior. Sgt baik. Tida pnah pn mind kslhn jr. Sa slalu kagum ma kaka coz full pckage. Athletic, smart.. and pretty! Every gurl's dreams :) i juz wanna say.. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THT I'VE DONE WRONG :( pls forgive me.. But if kaka x dpt maafkn sa, it's okay. i totally undrstnd ('; Thnx for being a nice senior slma ne. i really apprciate it ^^ k lha. tht's enuff for today. I feel calmer and lighter now :) Byeeee ! 

 P/s ; Hepy Eid Mubarak, dear bloggy & fellow readers :) 

What a Confession! :(

 Heyy! Wanna know something?? You know my lil eyann, rite? Yeahh. I ody showed u. Well, he made a huge confession. Yesss. I do love him. But as a lil bro! not moreeee for goodness sake! Im quite irritated by his confession though I act like im totally okay wif tht. Hmphh.. He said he was jelous at the moment he knew im wif Myams. So, he made an express decision to stop being my lil :: 21-Aug-2012, 12.32 p.m. :: Well.. im okay wif tht. And his excuse really shocking me. Like.. wht derrrrr ne budk ==’ mad ka apa. Then by 18.45 p.m. on the same day, he wanted to be my Lil back. And I was like.. HAHAHAHAHAHA xD pndai pn mncari blk. But my feelings towards him is diff now. Not like bfore coz I really treated him like my REAL lil bro tw. Now tht I know his feelings towards me, im quite disgusted .. Sorry to say, Lil. But u made me feel diz way :P I’ll try to forget about it lha k? Hehehehe. K lha. Wanna stop blogging jap. Hot ody my lappy ne. Lol. 

Tatatatatatataaaaa :D XOXO 

Doa Mengubah Segala Sesuatu.. :)

 You are the Way, the Truth and the Life  

SAAT KEADAAN SEK’LILINGKU

ADA DI LUAR KEMAMPUANKU

KU BERDIAM DIRI MENCARI-MU

DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

SAAT KENYATAAN DI DEPANKU

MENGECEWAKAN PERASAANKU

KU MENUTUP MATA MEMANDANG-MU

S’BAB DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

DOA ORANG BENAR BILA DIDOAKAN, DENGAN YAKIN, BESAR KUASANYA

DAN TIAP DOA YANG LAHIR DARI IMAN BERKUASA MENYELAMATKAN

S’PERTI MATA AIR DI TANGAN-MU

MENGALIR KE MANAPUN KAU MAU

TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL DI MATA-MU

DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

GOD BLESS <3 AMEN 

 Me vs Lil Eyann >.< 

 Heyy, bloggie~ Long time no write2, rite? Hahaha. Weird much.. Ohh, yeah. I would luv to present to you my beloved Lil bro :) Fyi, ne budk sgt lha MANJA! Shocking, rite? Me oso. Hahaha. But I like the way he treats me. As if he respect me as her big sister. Really! He’s such an angel.. caring Lil bro. For me lha. Though he’s a notty boy. Tht I know :P Honestly. Before we bcame siblings, he’s very2 really2 truly2 ANNOYING! I admit, okay? Sorry deq :) but u know wht? Above all tht, im glad to take him as my lil bro. And i enjoy being his sister. Just luv him so much.. Wanna know why? Coz he’s my one & only lil bro tw. I don’t hve any.. I really2 want one! But wht can I do, rite? Hmph.. One day, I know tht we’ll hve a great time together. Where we enjoy & appreciate our times together.. I really hope tht moment would come sooner or later :) before I end my high school life.. Sounds creepy + sad.. Hahaha :D okay. Thts enuf for now. Just wanna show u my Notty Lil ne :) Oritee. Tatatatataaaaa ^_________^y 

Musixx = Life !

 Music is my BESTfriend :) 

 Express feelings by listening to musixx? Thts me. Layan lagu ikut mode. Hahaha. If im in serenade mode, lgu jiwang lhaa d dgr. If frustrated, A7x lha yg d carii. True diz! Kekeke. Can't live without music. 

 i would say the same thing to ppl diz species. Lol xD 

Honestly, i really miss Jason & Ravel playing guitar in the claz..I enjoy listening their tune. Nvr once i imagine they'll switch school. When they both gone, our class felt empty. Less craziness. Boredness overwhelmed..Huhuuu. Felt hell. Miss them both..esp Jason. My ex..tht always sotttt. Lol. Miss him ;( .. He nvr shows sadness depan sa. But many told me tht he actly frust wif my decision;- to break. Almost every nite, he would play guitar. To release tension. Jiwangg.. Haha. Felt guilty lha jgaaa. But its okay for me. Atleast we're still friends & nvr still contactinggg :) and i'll make sure i won't forget diz date; 12.11.11 - 13.03.12 ~ Although ta lamaa. Hahahahaaa ..

 Hujan Kemarin - Taxi Band :)

Bro obsessed wif this song. Sgtttt. It's really meaningful to him. He told me tht it reminds him of someone..I bet they must had a sweet love story dluuu, rite? Tht's why he loves this song so muchhhh. And i can tell tht bro is a romantic kinda guy. He sure is..maybe the quote; The hottest love has the coldest ends is trueee. Saddd :( He told me tht he was tired & afraid to love again..Don't wnt the past to repeat. But i hope..i reliii do hope tht he will find someone spcial there. A right girl..tht understand him..tht can put back a sincere smile on his face :) Sooner or later. And i hope they'll last longggg. He's my bro & i love him dearly. I wish all the best of him...Gbu~ 

TO BE CONTINUED...

Sys & Bro Moment ~

 Me & dearest Bro :)

Waaaaaaaa... Atlast, i manage to meet my bro before his flight on the next day. Tida kempunan jga. Hehe :D in diz pic, we're sitting in a car. Dont know pla sepa pnya. Bro bilg dy pnya kunuu. Hahaha. I really2 miss tht moment. He drive & show me around. 1st tyme rsa bro drive. Felt save though ada anjing limpas & bro have to break suddenly. LOL xP paling sa malu laaa. Bro nmpak wht's on my hand. 3 letters scar. LNX. Damn shocked when bro suddenly ask me whts on my hand. And wht is LNX means. Kuyakk genk. Speechless waa sa. Pastu majal lgy bro mw tinguu. Sa letak blkg jaa tuh tgn. Sa pun tida tw cmna sa bule2 lupa mw cover. Pdhal brabes waa sa ingt pagi tuh. Sotttt eh. Kejap jaa kmi hang out. Sa ingt tuh r bro halau sa kuar. Tp sa nemawuuu. Majal ne stay dlm keta. Trying to be annoying laa ne knun. Cari psl ma bro. Yep. Jo mmg annoying. To be honest laa. Hahaha :D em. Lbih kurang 15 min lha sa memajal. Bro kc 5 min. Mw nda mw, mesti kuar. Bro da kenduri kn tht nite. Sebak actly. Tht time lha.. Kuar sejaa dr keta, don't wnt to look back. Tida mw tingu bro. Mw nanges suda. Bkn pa. Kin maluu jga tuh. Dont like ppl seeing me WEAK. Sobsobbb :'( i'll cherish tht precious moment. Although sekejap, but i really2 apprciate tht time. Wehhhhh.. I miss him! Baru brp hari dy d senaa. Suda sa rinduu. Im worried bout him. SANGAT. Pa nda. Blk2 merungut stress. Cm budak2. Looks matured. But still kiddy. Tp sa ska! Bestttt pa. Crazy gituuu :D KANGEN DEHHH.. Tp pa bole bwt kn. Diam2 sejaa lha. T oke jga tuh. Tbesa jga nanti. Heyy, Bro! Yeahh, you. Be strong there. Dont think too much [-] things. Homesick? Besa lha tuh. Still early maaa. When u fall, get up & try not to fall again. Hahaha.. JK. Life's hard. But u can make it simple & easy. Bro yg Jo knal bkn cm neee. U're da BEST bro i ever had. Bro serba bule. Wlaupun bro ta rsa gituuu. Kc yakin sejaa. Cuz me myself yakin bro bole bwt yg trbaik in ur life :) Tc sna. Jan lupa solat. Study hard. Oke lha. Enuf for today. This evening mw jln suda p Papar. Byebyee. Later i write2 in u again. Tatatatataaaa~ :D

PASSED MEMORY

17NOV12 | 1155pm | SAT 

Best of Luck !

Heyyy. 5 more days till holiday.. and im so thrilled! But sad pn da jga.

Wanna know why? Well, fyi diz Sat my bro flight ody. Saddd :| 

suda lha kmi lma ta jmpa facetoface. Bro said its my fault! Eyaaa meh? 

But when i think bck .. Bule lha, my fault. But me myself dont know wht's my fault o.O nvr mind. Just forget it. Hm. I still cant believe he's goin to U ody. He's a grown up now. I can only pray & wished da best for him.. Hoping he'll end up success. Amen :) Byee bro~ Tc there. Start ur EVERYDAYs wif Bismillah.. and mind ur attitude. Jan jajal2. Haha. SURELY, not "may".. God always bless u my dearest beloved bro.. :')

FEB - MAR storiesss :)

***Ohayogozaimasu! hehe. Finally, after waiting for so long.. im HOME! Feeeeuuuhhhhh! miss my family ohh. Spnjg sa d sch, byk 'event' iskiee-ing happened. 

 Numbuh #1:MATRIXboy:) 

This happen on 110212 a.k.a Hari Wilayah. Tyme tuh sa & Jude sejaa non-muslim yg participate perarakan tuh. Cynt oso but dy pkai bju mgilukk. Pgang sepanduk kn. Actly Aina tp cgu rokiah bilg bju dy ta ngam. Tuh lha kna switch ma cynt. At 1st, sa SANGAT mls mw ikut bnda tuh. One of da reason is, i have 2 wear tudung. Bkn lha pa, juz .. sa tia slesa bha. Pns kn. Tue 2nd time sa pkai. hahaha. Yg shockingnya, skewl kmi dpt 2nd place dlm kategori sek men! Iskiee neh kmi suma. Tia sngka waa. Pdhal bnyk lgy kawad skewl laen yg santikk2. I guess its juz our luck. haha. Then Jude bwa sa bka tudung. Sa namo. Dzul tarik tudung Jude smpai tggal. Then Jude ta puas aty, dy tarik lgy tudung sa. Hahaha! Kurg asam ne. So .. im back 2 da old Joanna. Heee. Abes jaa acara tuh, cgu asam bwa kmi landing bwh pkok dkt pondok/gerai jual food. Waaaaaa~ gyla brabis thirsty neh kmi suma. Duit major tggal dlm bas. Atukuiiii .. nseb syar da bwa 50. Suma borrow money dy. Ahaha :D Time kmi b'asak2 d gerai mw bli air, i saw a guy. He's looking at me. Tp sa tia yakin yg dy tingu sa. Kn sa ne rabun. Susa mw nmpak. So sa bwt bodo jer lhaaaa .. sa lngsung x expect pa2. Then, nda lma tuh sa tingu lgy tuh laki. Dy tingu sa. Sa kc kcik ne mta sa supaya jelas =.=" Laki tuh tsnyum pastu alih pndngan. Sa blank, tingu tmpat laen. Still, sa ta suspect pa2. At last, me & cynt dpt our drink. Kmi bdiri ta jauh dr laki tuh. Bdpan jaa kmi. Tht guy still looking at me. Tp sa bwt ta tw. Annoyed lha a lil bit. Hohoho. Then kmi cynt limpas tuh laki, dkat jaa. 1 step cmtuh jarak dy. sa tingu muka dy. He smiled.. I looked down. Malu sa. Pastu kmi dduk sblah tuh laki. Cynt yg land sna. Sa pn ikut lha. Spjang kmi cynt chit chat, laki tuh tingu2 sa. sa pn tingu2 dy. namo kalah kn. Ngam lgy dy kiut + hnsem. For me lha. Hehe :P Nda lma tuh rombongan durg matrix jln. Sa tingu tuh laki, dy pn tingu sa. Sa alih pndngan. Bwt ta kesah. Tp dlm aty tuh, "alaaa.. teda lgy yg sa mw tingu2. huhu :(" .. cmtuh lha cket2. hehe. Kmi smbung story2. suddenly, UNexpectedly.. Budk tuh dtg & sat next to me. He smiled and i was like.. "OMG! Kiutnyaaa!". Then he said;

Matrixboy : Hyee :) Da stu kwn sa minat ma ko. Dy mw knaln ma ko.   Bule kaa?
Me : ....... :/ *speechless* (trpanah ma snyuman dy. switt!)

Matrixboy : (Quiet 4 a while. Snyum cm kaber coz sa diam jaa) Bule kaa? emmm.. sa bgy number sa lha. ko ambl r. nti mcg sa.

 Me : (still numb gara2 snyuman dy..)

Tiba2 Cynt mnyampuk dgn muka angkernyaaa..

 Cynt : Kmi mna bule bwa hp p skewl.

Matrixboy : Ouu eya ka pla? (Then dy tingu sa) Kalu nda pn kita 2 jmpa d UK bsok lha. Bwa lha kwn ko. Kita 3 jmpaa.

 Cynt : (Anchor face) Mna dpt. Bsok MRSM Tawau dtg skola  kmi.

 Matrixboy : Tawau? tmpat sa tuh *smiled*

 Me : *..about to MELT*

Then sa dgr sora cgu asam. Bas smpai suda. Dgn snyuman hampa dy bngun & jln. He turned back & smile. Sa diam. Wanna smile back tp neh pipi karas. Sa pn cm regret ne ta ambl numb dy. But i keep my mouth shut. Namo c cynt taw yg sa mnyesal. Pastu durg Datuh & Aaron dtg p tmpat sa. Durg tnya pa laki tuh mw. c Cynt pn trus kctaw durg. Datuh tnya sa sma da sa ambil numb dy ka tidaa. sa pn ckp lha NOPE. Bgus knuu datuh bilg. Msti setia ma Jason. xP huuu.. Dlm bas, sa kctaw cynt yg sa mnyesal ta ambl numb laki tuh. Cynt ktawa. Suma sa kc lepas.. Sa bilg dy kiut. Cynt sokong. Hahaha. Regret ouu! >.< But wht cn i do? Suda brlaluu. Cynt bilg kalu takdir kmi bkwn, we'll meet again someday. Yupp. i agree wht she said. And Friday last week, 2hb me & Mimi blk bmlm trus p UK. Guess wht? I saw Matrixboy! Matrix outting tyme tuh. Dy jln sma 2 kwn dy. Sa tarik Mimi jln arah laen. Punya maen dkat kmi tyme tuh. Nseb durg tingu bju. Ta prasn kmi. Fuhhhh! Mw jg jmpa. Tp mlu lha jmpa gna bju skewl. Hoho. Thts how i met Matrixboy. Hope we'll meet again someday. Amenn! 

                              THE END :)

 Numbuh #2:Craziness at UK! :D

All Taking pix :)

03march12;

• Joanna [me!]
• Carol
• Mimi
• Vera

We went 2 UK & be crazy there~ hahaha!

Best! We play bowling.. Point low2 suma. Pa nda, hntam shak kn. Hehe. Then we go LOCCO. Trying clothes but don't we buy. Sott ne. Hehe. Carol lgy btul2 mw mkn nasi chasau. So kmi trun bndar cri kdai mkn cina. Sggup ne. But it's worth it. Sadap bahh! Hee..:D  Mimi blanja kmi mnum Carlsberg lgy. Tp 1 tin sejaaa. Gyla ka mw surg stu. Mati kaleeee. Wkaka! Mimi & vera lha yg bnyk mnum. Me & Carol juz tke a small sip. Hehehe. 

Play bowlingggg .. ^.^

Barang Bagus ! Like like like ! :D

Skill buang bowringg~

This osO ('.')y

Advertisement ice-cream 'POTONG' :P

 Tired wehh ! heee :P

Desperate mw bubuii mat salih kale r. LMAO :D

Last POSE! Cheeeeezee~ :)

Haha. Reliii enjoy tht day. Oraitt. Wanna take my bath. Byeee! :)

I MISS U , Bloggieee~ ^__^

 Heyy! im at uk now. Act got lots of story to tell! But dont hve time ohh.. Later blk cptang bru sa ceta ahh. Hehe :P dadaaa. Byebyee!  

-Jojo:)

Home atLast~ :)

Hola! uyy! i miss you ouh. Lma tia story ma koe kn? i got much story to tell. actly lha. but some of it is major private. hehe. bnyk yg happen at sch. kinda kili2. ahaha. sean, he's in da same claz wif me. i was like.. adoyaiii~ crowded eh otakk. bkn lha npa. Juz, buringg bha. ari2 nmpak muka dy. tia ska eh. kalu diffrnt claz kn better. Haishh. aaron lgy stu. slalu sbut nma c sean ma sa. skill cri psl tuh bha. haha! tp lcu lha aaron tuh. sott2 tp good boy.. :) 1 week ody c sean tia pulg tw since blk bmlm ari tuh. durg datz bilg dy teda duit mw blk. sedihnya :( pity him. tia dpt naek gnung. tp mmg dy namo join tuh event pn. money probs kale. hmph. felt sry 4 him. Bha, switch topic! em. ouh eya! neh yg paling meher. kn pak cik kantin yg laz year kena tukar suda. New uncle now. Haihh.. Geli eh tuh uncle. Tiap kali sa p kntin, dy suru kwn sa kim slm. Duhh~ Stu ari tuh dy tnya nma, asl & umur sa. Sa jwb jaa. Dun want 2 think ngative kn. Pas dy tw nma sa, dy ska pnggil2 sa. Geli sa ouh! i owez imagine tht i slap his old face NON-stop. Woww. best tuh ahh. nseb sa bek aty ouh. kalu ndaaa.. matainakauu! haha. mjal neh dy mnta numb hp sa. sott! tmbuk karg. agk2 lha waa mw mnta numb student. dy ingt umur dy brp? cm mw msuk 30 suda. muka dy tuh bha bari galii. bkn mw ckp2 urg, thts da fact bha. creepy. pnggil nma urg snyum2. thnx to cynt, uncle tuh tia disturb me anymoree. huu. syukur. yg pnting c cynt tgur uncle tuh dgn kata2 yg hot lgy spicy. wkaka. serve him rite. bru tw. sepa suru bari galii. ahaha. em. wht else, huhh? hmm.. let me think. ouh eya. kinda weird form5 laz year teda. boringg neh. huu. pa lgy kalu sa form5 nex year. wuuuuu~ damn boring. i can tell. hahaha. heyy! i know mimi's secret. I think it's the worst thingg mimi had done. btul.. kcewa neh sa ma dy :( but wht can i do, rite? wanna tell you so badly, but.. i think i shouldn't. Wanna keep it all foe me. Big mistake if i tell. hmph :/ okeh lha. ya sudah lha. gotta go.. lter we story again,okeh? wanna tke my siesta dlu. Daa :)  

                                                     Wif lots of <3,

                                                         Jojo:)

 

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012 :)

Whoaaa!!! Highlite jga eh hijau dy neh. Sepa bca neh malang lha. Bru ko tida tw. Pening kaa bca? Sorry for da incovenient. Sngajaa bha ituuuu. Hahaha. Ouh yaa. Actly im totally frust rite now! Today all my cuzzy's going 2 da beach. Siap bwt BBQ lgy tuh. Sa sorg jaa tinggal. My dad tia suru kn. Mw hujan knun. Pa kaa? Haishhh. Tia suka eh. c sia kena suru pla. Nda adil jua tueh kale ah. Not fair at all. Bnrnya dy pn mw bwa sa. Tp bpa tuh yg mjal sgt nda suru sa p. Huhh! Tlmpau lha bha juga. Lusa blk lbuan suda bha. Ndakn enjoy sehari d cptang pn tia bule. Adidihh .. :( Tia ska ehh. Mun d lbuan mna bule enjoy. Lbuan lgy tuh. Mw enjoy? Not a chance. Tmpat plg boringg kale ah. 4 me lha. Pa nda. Mun mw enjoy, tmpat yg sma sejaa. Uk3. walaiinaa =.=" Tlmpau kcik bha lbuan tueh. Muka urg d sna pn sa hafal neh. Asl jln2 almost every faces r familiar. Hehehe. But wht so special is .. at lbuan jaa lha sa bule speak kadayan. Lol. Kalu sa bkdayan d kg, ktawa tuh kazen2 sa. Kili2. Hahaha. Sa pn nda tw npa durg ktawa. Lcu sgt ka? Ahaha :D Pastu dgr suma urg maki in kdayan. Baieee! Ehe. Tuh batch sa slalu ckp. Esp boys lha. Gurls kurang cket. Good girl maa. Hahaha. Hmph. Enough wif da laughing. Now im not so scare 2 go back 2 skewl. Yoy pn stay lbuan suda kn. Da kwn. Yea2. Dy msuk giat mara. Nnt mrh2 jaa lha keja dy tuh kn? Usee. Jk. Hehe. Tantu kn. Nty kalu blk bmlm, jln2 ma dy lha sa neh. Bru bez. Ngam lgy dy tuh a little bit LOCCO. Nuts. Ahaha. Tw locco tuh pa? Gylaa. Hehe. Not gyla kinda disease lha. Wkaka. Gyla yg fun bha. Best kwn ma dy. Erghhh ... Lpr neh now! Hampeh. Mlahap eh. Pdhal ody mkn mee td. Sa mw chew on sumthing jaa bha neh. Hoho. Ouh eyaa. Nty blk sa mw bwa biskut Xmas utk durg vera & carol. Vra lgy. She requested cornflakes. Fav dy tuh. Hehe. Cerelac sa tia jd. Fyi. Ahahaha. Okeh pulg. Tp da len2 cket rsa dy. Sikiiiiiit jaa lha. Tlmpau lma stay in da oven. Kuangg3~ Ksyiokn tngok Nada Cinta kn. Hehehe. Alaa. Blum abes lgy sa tngok tuh ceta. Mw blk skewl suda. Wadedehh .. :/ capek2 deh. Huhu. Tia pa lha. Bkn msuk XM pn tuh bnda. Lgy pn cn wtch on Youtube bha. Hehe. Oraitt lha. Wanna go downstairs dlu. Cari some snacks. Hungry bha! Fatsome lha sa neh karg. Muahaha. Hntam eh. Pa ku kesahhhh .. Mseh muda mkn bnyk2 pn tiapa. Lma lgy mw kawen. hehe. Dadaaa ;) 

BUZZ! ;

MAYBE diz is da last time i wrote. For now lha. Tggu cuti cingkuailerr (CNY) lha. Tp tuh pn if da. Err .. If da msa, bule lha tuh sa conteng2 ko tmorow. Hehe. HAPPY NEW YEAR though! Hve a blessed Year ahead. Amenn. Gbu :) 

New Year's comingg~ Bye Santa!

Heyy .. Actly gotta go 2 cec at 9pm nnt. Tp smntara mseh da msa, better blogging kn? Haha. Dunno wht 2 do bha neh. My Windows media player is playaing "Total Eclipse of the Heart". In Glee's version fyi. Best! Hehehe. My new mp3 is sowtt rite now. Sakit hati sa. Hampas karg pyh jugaa. Aiyeee. Bwa btndang jaa lha. Hoho. Speaking of HOHO, Xmas tia lma lgy abes. New Year's comingg. Brrrr~ Dont like ouh. Sa pn tia tw npa. Mybe tlampau thinking of skewl kale ah? Tkut bnyk brg yg blum prepare. Bro lgy, urg mcg tia rply. BURPED. Tnx a lot lha ah 4 burping me :) Hmph. Hri neh Json txt me. But i really2 dont hve da mood. sorry ah if mcg sa major short neh hr? Xda mood bha tuh. Jason trasa neh td. Dy ingt sa boring suda ma dy. Hahaha! Ingt dy tia prasn. Pity him. But truly.. and honestly, im really getting bored of him? Npa tuh ah? :/ I never felt like diz before we get together. Dlu beriaa sgt mw cpl ma dy. Time dpt sda, sa bwt dy cmtue pla.. Jaat jga sa kalu d pkir kn blk. Tp skrg mmg boringg txt ma dy. No topic. At all. Wht cn i say? Haha. But i think later okeh lha tuh. Kn? Rite? Yeahh. Hope so. Huhu. Okay, the church's bell juz rang. I gotta go now. Later kalu sa tia ngantuk, sa wrote2 dlm ko lgy ah? Happy New Year! :) Taratataaa. 

Holaa.. Another bore day i guess. Hr neh sa tia txting ma dy. AGAIN. Dy tuh asyik2 bz. Everyday da sme. Bz pa lha tuh? Minum jaa tw. Ingt bgus sgt lha mnum tue? Hailohhh. Kalu dy txt sa, sa pla yg bz bha. Bkn jodoh lha tuh kale kn? Wkaka. Palis2. Dont say like tht bha jo. Not good. Hehehe xD Knun. Em. Ody brp hr kmi tida txt arr? I think bru 2 days. Haha. 2 days sejaa pn. But i already miss him. Nda bule ohh dlm 1 hr tuh tida msg ma dy. Me myself dunno why :/ Just like in Simple Plan's song, "i can't wait forever". Naaa, cm tuh lha tuh. LoL :D ahaha! U know tht song ka? I bet u dont :P hehe. Ouh eyaa. Today sis-in-law went to PLKN. I think so lha. According 2 her txt hr tue, yup. She went today. Mw tw? Sa rsa sgt2 yg TERamat2 brslh ma dy. Eya lha. She didnt like kn kmi bro jd siblings. Pa juga yg mw d jeles? Tuh yg sa pelikk. Bkn sa da any feelings yg laen arah bro. Cm adii syg dy pnya abg jaa bha. Syg cm besa jaa pn. Is it wrong for a sister to love her bro? Wrong ka pla? Sin? Hmm :/ Sorry lha if kaka tida ska sa jd sys dy. But i juz wnt u to know. Sa syg sis sgt2. Like my own sister. Its been a long time i admire sis. Bkn lha admire cmna. Sis baek pa. Antara list senior yg sporting d hostel. No wonder lha sa tabik sis. Tuh lha sa okeee ma sis. Sis jaa tia prasn. So, as da conclusion.. Sa nakn kc luka hati sis. Nda sggup bha. Melainkn sis yg anggp sa mw kc sakit hati sis. Chill. I wont do such thing.. Huhh. cm jak sis bule bca neh kn? Pnjg lebar sa explain =.=" LOL. Biar lha. Disbbkn sis tia dpt bca lha sa brani luah neh suma. Sa jujur suda neh. Suma yg sa tulis neh btul. Teda bo'ong2an. Yg swear dehh. Hehe. I hope sis tida bnci sa. Juz gara2 bnda remeh cmneh. Jgn aah? :) Hmm. Lega pla kalu suda kc luah suma neh. Kurang cket burden. Hehe. Pa lgy yg sa bule story? Bsok New Years eve. Cant waittt. Tp sa namo blk Labuan. Tkanan bha sa d sch tuh. Kin tmbah jerawat jaa. Jn jerawat stone suda. Susa tuh ahh. Hahaha. Mw tw pa yg kin pressure sa d sna? N.I.L.A.M. i dont like it. One bit! Sa trauma suda nma kena pnggil. Naik jaa, mata tngok durg vra jaa. Pastu entah pa sa merepek d ats tuh. Kmi dua c el lha tuh yg kena pnggil tyme tuh. Ngam2 lgy article tyme tuh susa. Psl crab ka tia silap. Nope. Not crab. CRAP! Tda minat sa mw bca psl ketam2 neh ouh. Mun mkn smgt jua cket. Haha :D Sir nazmi mrh2 cm siott. Cm sa mw tmbuk jaa mka dy yg belaguu tuh. Nseb bek sa sbr. Haha. And lucky me, teda Mdm Chin tyme tuh. If dy da, maybe ajal sa mmg tiba pagi tuh. Hohoho. Talkin bout next year, i hope nma sa tia kna pnggil lgy. Ckup2 lha dlu tuh. Cgu Sam pnya psl lha tuh. Ska cari psl ma sa & mimi. Kin pnassss! Hrp2 kwn sa c Safwan msuk sna nex year. Sa rsa dy tuh okeh. Bule jd kwn sa pegi blk CPtang. hehehe. Oraidy then. Pnjang tuwl sa tulis neh mlm. Entah pa sa mrepek. Wkaka. Okeh. Babaiii u bloggy :) Wanna sleep dlu. Ngantuk cm pa suda neh. Hehe. Tc there. Aws kna hack. Hahaha. Blog pn bule kena hack ka pla? Hihihi. Bha oke lha. Tataa :) Nyte2 .. zzZZZ ~