Hellooooooo thereeee! >< Like seriously, long time no story story ohh. Its been a busy year bah. I've no time to update you. So many things going on and i've been longing to tell you. Err.. Which one should i tell first? Ahahhh! Bout this one laa.
1st STORY;
On this very date; 020213. I was in a relationship with a senior (form 5 when i was form 1). Can't mention his name. It was my first time couple with an older guy. I mean.. Way older than me. He's 21 now. And he's really mature. But i kinda liked it :) Why? Cuz.. He has these sporting, funny & crazy attitude that makes me feel comfortable around him. You know, that kinda guy that you can act silly with. Best relationship ever! ^^ But sorry-sorry laa, this relationship i had with him is so vice-versa! Wanna know why? Well, let me story.. He once brought me to Labuan Seasport. At night. Damn i was crazy that time. What was i thinking? I trust ppl too much. Lucky me we didn't do anything stupid that time. Thank God :) but actually that night, he ask me for a kiss. My FIRST KISS! And if i resist, he won't send me back home. Come on laa. Ingat sa ne budak kecil laa mau ugut-ugut camtue? Dude, agak-agak laa. You've asked on the wrong girl. Im so not that type. I may be a sporting & a bit rebellious girl, but im just not like the other girls out there, okay? Im just being open minded. Lagi pun si Jo ne beriman ahh. Good girl ne. Pikir cincai ka? Hahaha :P Eeee.. Baru first date sudah tapujii bawa bawa org buat bnda cmtue. Puh-leeez! =,= He tried to touch my hand but i didn't let him. It took almost 1/2 hr to make him stop persuading. And yeah, im so damn glad i survived that moment. Me & Vera had promised to keep our 1st kiss until we finished high school. And if can, until we got married with the most suitable man :) That would be amazing, right? Tabik spring for myself if i could do that. Hahahaha :D Hm. What else ah? Ohh yaa.
2nd STORY;
I actually fell in love with someone. Someone that i shouldn't fell in love with. Why? Coz he's taken already! Mad ka? And i don't wanna be the 3rd person. That would be suck! And im a girl. I know how his gf would feel if she knows her bf with other girls. If im in her place, i would punch the girl in the face! (..and frankly, that would be me) Hahaha :D silly.. Hm. So i made my decision. I should BACK OFF. Just be friends. Nothing more. That's enough. Okay, Jo? I just don't wanna hurt anybody. Especially his gf. She's a nice girl and i like her.. Although i know i'll hurt myself trying to forget him. Acting like i didn't care about him. In fact, im hurt right now.. And it hurts really bad. This is one of the reasons why I hate falling in love. If i love someone, i love them TOO MUCH. Stupid, right? HA-HA for me. I hope they'll be together forever :) God bless their relationship. Amennn :) Okay laa. The other stories, later later laa i'll tell k. I wanna take my bath first. Byee you, Bloggiee ^^ ILY ~
im simple , so what ?!
