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Friday, November 23, 2012

Monday, November 19, 2012

In B.O.R.I.N.G mode

Haloooo dear bloggieeee:) im damn bored ohh. At Papar now. Sda lha line celcom cne gilaa2 POOR. Txting pn susa. Hailohhh :/ Hm. Wht to do ek? Ohh eyaa. Meher eh c Erick tuh. Whtderrr man! Im not ur sis! Nda prnah2 pn sa M.A.U .. Hishhhh. Problem ehh. Hilg stu bro, dpt bro bru. Tp yg ne bari galiii. To be honest, he's nice.. Friendly. I like the way he is. But he hve diz strange feelings. He said if im not his sis, surely he'll ask me out. Wants to hug me lha. Pastue cket2 plan mw jmpa. Like a "date" knunn.Pleaseee lha. Aiyeee.. At 1st im okay wif tht. Always think positive. Tp lma2 makin mnjd2 sda dy. Tapujii kn. hahaha :P #So bad ohh me :D oke lha. Mw mamam dluan. Byee :) ILY soooo muchhhh

Saturday, November 17, 2012

"Sad but NOT regret".. :')

Hyee :) IMY darlaaaa >.< so damn much.. Sorry lma ta story. 
I've been facing wif lots of probs. But now im okay :) Oke, now let me talk.. 

Its been.. emm.. entah how many days we didn’t contact each other. And im hoping tht we’ll stay like diz.. coz im starting to forget him. No need to mention his name. ANONYMOUS. But there's still a hint though.


Briefly, our relation went wrong. But not spcl pn. Frankly, its my fault. Err.. I think laa. I suffocated him wif my bullshits. Yes, I admit I over-interrupted his life. Though I knew he’s busy there. To him, Im just an annoying, useless, life suffocating, little twerp tht gives a "pain in the butt". Yes. I knew it. Im sure wif it. Cuz I can feel it.. 


But I didn’t mean to.. U see, I was just trying to be a nice..loving.. and caring lil sys.. I was just trying to protect THE relation. Dont want it to break. Dont want the distance between us to seperate us.. Don’t want it to end by keeping in touch wif him. Wrong ka pla? 


Well, sorry then :( Clearly, my plans didn’t work quite like i wanted. In fact, it went out really WRONG. Know why? Cuz it turn out to be a STUPID plan.. Tht i didnt realize from the beginning. And it ends wif even more PATHETICALLY.. Me, requesting to stop being his lil sys. 


I don’t know why I was damn emosii tht nite. I was EGO. Maybe I was influenced wif wht he had once told me. He said he’s ultra ego. Cruel. Not a good bro. Tht made me hate him moreeee.. 


Then HAHA for me :’) Sndri sedihh. So much for my hepy ending ~ No use of BOO-HOO MOMENT. Yep. I deserve diz, rite? Cant deny, im sad. Sad but not regret :) maybe diz is the best for both of us. Maybe there’s something even more bad will happen if it didn’t end. Everything happens for a reason, rite? Hahaha :D 


To be honest, I didn’t quite remember when it all ends. I mean the date. I forgot.. I just remember when it all started o.O .. #feeling awkward here. Hahaha. But thts a good thing lha. 


Yeahhh~ atlast, Jo manage to take it easy :) Thank God.. im starting a new chapter. I’ll reduce my trust to ppls from 100% to 80%. And I’ll try not to love someone terribly. Excpt my dearest family an U, Jesus :3 Hm. Okayyy.. Enough lha. I talked too much. Hahaha xP Last thing to say ;


Bye MIF. Byee LNX. And goodbyeee.. BRO :’)  


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