I really miss u );

"Hye! Its me. Eza. Tanx f0e da k0ala. Cute! 

Sme as pyn pnya jga. I wan da dffrnt one. Usee! Juz j0ke. 
Hehe. N tanx f0e da wish luck t0o. I h0pe cn tke picha 0s0 wif u at 1001 nite tue, 

tp msa xmgizinkn. If u wan st0ry wif me, bule pla. Y x dtg d0rm. But its t0o l8 da kn. S0kay, if mw, we cn txt o chat t. K?"

22-Nov-2011

12:00:33 p.m.

#100% copypaste. 1st msg from Ka Eza. 
Fyi, i nvr delete it. But the reason i copied it the exact msg, is tht maybe 1 day i'll dlete it. Who knows, rite?? 

 I respect my senior ne. Sgt2.. but it seems like we won't be frens anymore. She never replied my texts. Not even a single one. I know tht she's trying to forget all her memories wif bro. All things tht related to bro. But why me? U've blocked my fb. Ta sngka pla kaka tlmpau mrh smpai men block2 urg. Sorry sgt3 if I ever hurt ur feelings. Really, i didn't mean it. Ta sngja bha. And honestly, i dont know why.. i miss ur jolly txts. U said i can txt or chat wif u. But why u nvr replied my txt? And how can i chat wif u when its clear tht u blocked me. Huhuhu. Sad.. coz u're truly a great senior. Sgt baik. Tida pnah pn mind kslhn jr. Sa slalu kagum ma kaka coz full pckage. Athletic, smart.. and pretty! Every gurl's dreams :) i juz wanna say.. IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING THT I'VE DONE WRONG :( pls forgive me.. But if kaka x dpt maafkn sa, it's okay. i totally undrstnd ('; Thnx for being a nice senior slma ne. i really apprciate it ^^ k lha. tht's enuff for today. I feel calmer and lighter now :) Byeeee ! 

 P/s ; Hepy Eid Mubarak, dear bloggy & fellow readers :) 

What a Confession! :(

 Heyy! Wanna know something?? You know my lil eyann, rite? Yeahh. I ody showed u. Well, he made a huge confession. Yesss. I do love him. But as a lil bro! not moreeee for goodness sake! Im quite irritated by his confession though I act like im totally okay wif tht. Hmphh.. He said he was jelous at the moment he knew im wif Myams. So, he made an express decision to stop being my lil :: 21-Aug-2012, 12.32 p.m. :: Well.. im okay wif tht. And his excuse really shocking me. Like.. wht derrrrr ne budk ==’ mad ka apa. Then by 18.45 p.m. on the same day, he wanted to be my Lil back. And I was like.. HAHAHAHAHAHA xD pndai pn mncari blk. But my feelings towards him is diff now. Not like bfore coz I really treated him like my REAL lil bro tw. Now tht I know his feelings towards me, im quite disgusted .. Sorry to say, Lil. But u made me feel diz way :P I’ll try to forget about it lha k? Hehehehe. K lha. Wanna stop blogging jap. Hot ody my lappy ne. Lol. 

Tatatatatatataaaaa :D XOXO 

Doa Mengubah Segala Sesuatu.. :)

 You are the Way, the Truth and the Life  

SAAT KEADAAN SEK’LILINGKU

ADA DI LUAR KEMAMPUANKU

KU BERDIAM DIRI MENCARI-MU

DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

SAAT KENYATAAN DI DEPANKU

MENGECEWAKAN PERASAANKU

KU MENUTUP MATA MEMANDANG-MU

S’BAB DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

DOA ORANG BENAR BILA DIDOAKAN, DENGAN YAKIN, BESAR KUASANYA

DAN TIAP DOA YANG LAHIR DARI IMAN BERKUASA MENYELAMATKAN

S’PERTI MATA AIR DI TANGAN-MU

MENGALIR KE MANAPUN KAU MAU

TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL DI MATA-MU

DOA MENGUBAH SEGALA SESUATU

GOD BLESS <3 AMEN 

 Me vs Lil Eyann >.< 

 Heyy, bloggie~ Long time no write2, rite? Hahaha. Weird much.. Ohh, yeah. I would luv to present to you my beloved Lil bro :) Fyi, ne budk sgt lha MANJA! Shocking, rite? Me oso. Hahaha. But I like the way he treats me. As if he respect me as her big sister. Really! He’s such an angel.. caring Lil bro. For me lha. Though he’s a notty boy. Tht I know :P Honestly. Before we bcame siblings, he’s very2 really2 truly2 ANNOYING! I admit, okay? Sorry deq :) but u know wht? Above all tht, im glad to take him as my lil bro. And i enjoy being his sister. Just luv him so much.. Wanna know why? Coz he’s my one & only lil bro tw. I don’t hve any.. I really2 want one! But wht can I do, rite? Hmph.. One day, I know tht we’ll hve a great time together. Where we enjoy & appreciate our times together.. I really hope tht moment would come sooner or later :) before I end my high school life.. Sounds creepy + sad.. Hahaha :D okay. Thts enuf for now. Just wanna show u my Notty Lil ne :) Oritee. Tatatatataaaaa ^_________^y